A year since i first posted.......
a year ago I decided to write a blog, it was after a pretty shit time with my mental health, it was the best way I could share how I was feeling, to share how I chose to not let it beat me, i didn't get into running to run away from my issues I chose it to run at them head on, by pushing myself harder physically than i ever had before i realised that mentally I was a lot stronger than I thought I was, through all the suffering, all the times i wanted to stop, all of the pain i unwrapped a lot of the old shit that was weighing me down, I'm in a much better place now than I've ever been, I'm a completely different but 100% better version of myself, I'm part of an awesome running club where I've made loads of new friends something that i wasn't sure on at first as i have always been happiest in my own company but i absolutely love it, for as loud and boisterous as i can be, being around new people or big groups is what i find the hardest not really knowing...